9:08 a.m. - 2008-03-25
So sick
I love my random updates.
I'm dating ryan now.
Which is pretty odd since I have no idea how to be a girlfriend. I've also come to terms with my past. I was not in love before. I was obsessed and it was crazy.. I don't know how I lived like that. I read over some of my notes and it was really horrible... why didn't anyone ever say anything?
Oh well. Time to move on.
Things are pretty great with him. But confusing. I don't want to say too much and then it all be wrong and all that jazz... ugh.
I am so sick right now :(
I've been since saturday. It's gotten better but if I walk for a few minutes my stomach hurts for a while.
I'm not in a good mood today and I don't know why. I guess it's just because I'm sick. I don't have any other reasons. I don't want to start saying what I think though because that always gets me sad and I wanna be happy today :)
just wish I could kil my stomach. lol.
I guess this is all for now. until I'm well,
So long.
